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Entering into the Desire of God's Heart, M.K.

The two years that I have spent here in the Full-Time Training in Anaheim (FTTA) have been the greatest years in my life because I've found the very purpose to which I want to give the rest of my life. I have realized that just as I'm created by God, my heart's desire also is created by God according to His image (Ephesians 1:9). My heart was created to reflect His heart. God is a living Person and He has a burning desire in His heart. What God is pleased with is only Christ (Matthew 17:5). So, He wants to have a group of people express Christ as their life (Colossians 3:4). When I realized this desire of God's heart, there was an indescribable peace and satisfaction within me and also such a strong desire to give my life to fulfill God's heart's desire.

Before coming to the FTTA, I had served the Lord as a missionary for four years and went to a seminary for three years. I learned a lot about God, but I didn't know that God has a definite purpose and plan rather than simply taking men's souls to heaven. I had never known God as a God with a need. I had always thought God was the almighty God, having no need. But now I know God has a need. Entering into His purpose to meet His need has opened to me a huge ocean of the riches of Christ (Ephesians 3:8). My knowing the Lord and my relationship with the Lord has never been like this before. All this help came from the ministry of Watchman Nee and Witness Lee. I'm experiencing the spirit of reality in the local church (John 14:16,17). I am indebted to the ministry of Watchman Nee and Witness Lee because it has helped me enter into the very heart of God and the Bible.

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